Friday, February 8, 2013
Rescue drug didn't work
Today was a horrible day. The kids had a snow day. Andy doesn't normally have school on Fridays. This means it will be a bad day usually. Andy had a low appetite and was having hard stools. He cried a lot through the day. I put him down for a nap. He woke up a mess, I gave him the rescue drug Klompin. He got more irritated and cried more. I called my mom and told her I could no longer take Andy's crying and I needed to bring him over. I called the neurology office. They were concerned he might be in pain. They told me of respite care and that I can't do this alone. Andy's primary doctor was out of the office. I went to take Andy to urgent care but it was packed. I took him home and put him to bed. 6:30pm. I'm hoping he will stay crashed for the night. I am still crying. My daughter heard me telling my sister that I hate being his mother. She told me "I'm sorry Andy makes you feel that way. I hope you feel better tomorrow. I'm so sad. I'm still waiting for my rescue.