Sad day/ End of Year evaluations

I am so, so sad today. It all hit me after my son's IEP was done at our house, and I read over his goals. Finger feeding, getting into/out of positions, crawling, standing and maybe cruising. I am so overwhelmed with sadness and I feel so helpless and lost again!!! I thought I had it together, but as I have seen from posts of other special needs moms, there are many ups and downs. Perhaps more downs than ups. You feel good for a while, then something triggers sadness. I know this will pass. I just have to continue on my quest to have a great summer, regardless of disabilities.